Ok so Thursday was weigh in day and I am so happy I lost 3.5 lbs over the Christmas Holiday and I am happy I am now at 294.5. I haven't been that low in a long time. I am trying to get to 250 now I hope that over the corse of the next few weeks I will b e able to get there. Any ways I will spend more time typing tonight.
Hugs,
Ryan
Well I am on week 6.75 tomorrow is weigh in day and I am so worried about it. I feel like this week I have been really bad. Only went to the gym 3 times this week and I wont be going tonight as we are expecting to get 1 inch of ice tonight and I do not want to be out on the roads. I am so worried that I might have gained weight. I really hope that does not happen. The thing that I found is that I am not writing down my points. And that is a big NO NO. I need to get my head back on track. Not sure what has happened but I think I got bored with it. So that is my goal to write everything down and do it well. I need to get below 300#.
Well I guess we are about to get hit with some really really bat icy weather. I hope not cuse I hate driving on Ice but if it does happen to come we will have to do what we can to make sure we are all ok and good to go. They are saying that it is going to be worse than the one we have 3 years ago. And that causes several Million dollars of damage. And several thousand people were with out power for over a week. So this could be bad. Please keep us in your prayers.
Hugs Ryan
I wont get into what happened this week cuse it was by far the most horrifc week of my life. But today abotu 2:26 PM I got a call today that turned my frown upside down. I got a call from a company that I have been trying to get on with for ever. They wanted to set up an interview with me and that would be taking place on the 26th of November at 11AM. I cann't believe that it has finally happened all the times I submitted my resume and getting turned down and then finally that call came in. YIPPIE. I am so excited. I now need to make it though 3 more days of my horrific job to get to that day. I hope all goes well and they offer it to me so I can still flee with my sanity. Which right now there seems to be very little of.
As I watched Ugly Betty last night she had something on that really made me think. She said when she started MODE that she Loved it but as she stayed on she found herself doing things that she normally wouldn't do, and you know what that made me think of me and how abused I am at my current job and how I feel like I am not respected for what I do/know. So I am changing all of that and looking for something new that will give me a new perspective on my life and what I would like to do with it.
Well that is all for now I hope you all have a great day and remeber that no matter what you do I love you all
Hugs
Ryan
Love you all
Hugs
Ryan
Good Morning, Good Afternoon, Or Good Evening
This day has turned into the day of hell. I thought it would start off good but things went down hill fast.
Anyways let me try to put a different spin on things. My diet has been going well. Well except for yesterday. Not that it was a bad day but just did alot of "stress eating" but I still ended up not using 10 points so I did well. I ate lot of veggies instead of the nasty stuff. I also made it to the gym. YIPPIE me!!!! I did weigh at the gym not sure how much I can trust the scale there but it did say I was at 311 if that is the case that is another 4.5lbs I lost. I am not keeping my hopes up but I hope so. (HOPE HOPE HOPE) I am working towards my ultimate goal of 190# and as you can see that is a long way off. But so far (if the scale at the Y was right) I have lost 10 lbs in almost 2.5 weeks. THAT IS GREAT......I just realized that. WOW. Maybe this Weight Watchers thing works. I am trying to make sure I walk 2 miles a day if not more. then after that for 2 weeks I will move up to 3 miles and do that for a few weeks and just keep working my way up till I get to 5-8 miles a day. That is a long way off but will be here soon enough.
Hugs
Ryan
